was just thinking about how you would tell me i love you more, everytime i would say i love you, then you would say i love you and i would say i love you more and then you would say it and i would say it again and then you would sometimes sound mad at me and say no i love you more nana.
its my wedding anv(1yr) and i really miss you bubba. this time last year you were running around playing with the kids while i was getting ready to marry your papa glen. i just kept looking at our pics together and it hurts so much not to have you here to share this with. i miss you bubba. forever in my heart xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Today is your birthday and we should be together, I remember every birthday party we gave you. on your first birthday i think your mom and me were more excited than you, all your family came to share the day with you . we rented you a bouncy and you didnt want to get in it at all. the funny way you put your face in the cake and ate it without using your hands. when you turned 2 was the fun also your papa glen cooked & decorated the back your and we had another bouncy but you still wouldnt get in it just on the step and look inside. then we it was time to open presents you really were excited that they all were for you & when you opened them up & turned around you place your hand on the your face and made a funny little face. then at 3 yrs it was water time outside & you really loved playing in the water. (your pool) all your friends & family were here to share your day just like before.. i miss you so much, our lives will never be the same without you here. i still catch myself wanting to pick you up from daycare or i go look in the living room at times to see if your sleeping on the couch. oh bubba i need you back with me . i love you so much
i miss you bubba, this will never be the same without you. the holidays are just another day around our house. we miss your happy little smiling face running around getting all excited. i dont know what you loved more the holidays and what was going on or the fact all your family was getting together and you would play with all your cousins. we love you so much
