just wishing you were here with me .. i was thinking about the rain and when we would just hang out at home till your mom would get off work. i go home everyday from work and watch my soap on tv. i still hear you telling me nana your soap is on are you gonna watch it in here. you would sit on my bed and watch cartoons and run back & check to see if my soap was off so i would come watch sponge bob with you. i will never forget our times together and or the ppl and how they treated you in life. i miss you bubba and love you more than life itself. you forever hold my heart.
this is the 1st time i've been off work without you. i was thinking about last years and when i was off work you would ask me if you could stay home from daycare with me . i dont feel right here without you, i'm so used to having you with me, i miss you so much bubba. everyroom of this house i can see you running around playing or us watching SPONGE BOB, i would tell you that i needed to go to the basement and you would jump and run for the door and turn the light on and downstairs you would go. you were always by my side and i loved it. now i cant wait to be by your side again little man, nana loves you more than you will ever know. bubba you will always have my heart and you only.
yesterday as i sat outside, i remember all the times we shared together in the backyard as you would ride your bike around and play. you never wanted me to leave you alone so i would just sit there and watch you. i miss that time we shared together.
just keep thinking about all the cute little things you did and even when you did something bad, you made it funny. l love you and miss you so much
today is thunder and i was just thinking about when you mom took you and how i didnt want you down there in all that crowd, i worried all the time about you. then when she talked to me on the phone and you were having fun with all your momma's friends i knew she would take great care of you . the pictures of you from that day are cute. now as the planes fly over nana's house i look to the heaven and thank god for the time i did have with you and hope to be with you soon. bubba you were and always will be the best thing in my life . i love you
