today you would have been 6, you loved it when it was birthday time. you would get so excited over everything the cake the presents and everyone coming over to spend the day with you !!!!! my best memory of you on ur birthday is when you turned 2 and u placed ur little hand on ur face and said all mine. the room was just full of presents for you ..one thing is so true everyone loves you and you could put smiles on everyones face. this is the hardest thing in my life learning how to live day to day without you. you were such a big part of nana's life and i miss you so much. i love you Bubba
nana's lil man, thats what i always would tell u. ....you changed my life for the better when ur mommy came home with u . i loved ur curly hair and the funny looks u would make all the time. i could just sit and hold u all the time. nana's friends came over to help make ur room ready for u and ur mommy to come home to. i think maybe u slept in 1 or 2 times...lol.....that was my fault i would put u in my bed so that u would be near and i didnt want u alone in the room. i miss the times when i would hear u get u in the morning and come runnin through the house and into my room u would come. just smiling so big and tryin ur hardest to climb up into my bed. i would pick u up and we would hide under the covers from mommy and wait for her to find u . oh and remember that christmas u told everyone u were a rock star . i look over these pics of u and i have some many beautiful memories of you and its just killin me that i can make more memories with you and ur mommy. ..i love you bubba, no i love you more , yes i do
yesterday was thanksgiving and all day i would catch myself looking around for you. its been 2years since i got to hold you and hear your precious voice . I rememer being at grandma's house and you running and playing with kids. your little laugh. you were so happy playing at grandmas . i wish i could turn back time. i love you and miss you so much bubba, my heart is forever broken without you in my life.
yesterday was halloween, i remember our last halloween together. i came up to your daycare and you were sleeping along with the other children. i helped get things out for your little party and when i woke you up all you wanted to do was leave you didnt want to stay for the party. we put your batman costume on and you are so cute (grumpy because i woke you up) so we left and we to grandma & grandpa's house and by that time you had on all smiles and laughing . you stood up in my car through the sunroof and was waving at grandpa as i made your picture.
i miss you more than i could ever say, you leaving me behind on this earth is the hardest thing i have in my lfe to deal with. i didnt even want to get out of bed yesterday, i thought about you all day long and kept looking at your last halloween picture i have of you. trenton you were my life, i was so happy when you & your momy came home from the hospital with me. i am so proud of you bubba,
always know how much i love you
there never a day that goes by that i'm not thinking of you and how much i miss you. i love you more than my life itself. i was in the basement last night going through things and remember all the things we have done together. i held your toys so tight and cried and cried but then would remember something cute you would say or do and i would smile.but thats just not enough i want to hold you in my arms and tell u how much i love you and hear your little voice .
