I was remembering last year on Halloween when I came to daycare for your party and all you wanted to do was go home, you said lets go nana. Then we went to great grandma's & grandpa's house so they could see you all dressed up. I wish we were doing that right now bubba, no one knows how much my heart aches for you to be with me now. i miss you and will always be only your nana. i love you bubba
tomorrow is your sister 2nd birthday and i've been thinking about the day she was born and how excited you was to have a baby sister and you called her your baby. looking back at last yeats b-day party for her, there you are right next to her helping open her presents . we miss you so much bubba and i would give my life to have your here with us. love you more bubba
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i miss when we would sit on the couch and watch sponge bob even though i didnt care for that show. i watch y & r everyday just because you would say your show is on nana. i miss you so much
everyone is talking about you today and how much they miss you not coming to work with me . they all liked it when you came up here. you always knew where your snacks were at over there and you were such a good boy
i was thinking about what your mom said about school. you wanted so much to ride on that school bus with lexi. everytime i picked you up at daycare and we would get behind a school bus you would ask me if that was lexi's bus and tell me next year you going to ride it with her. it hurts me every time i get behind a bus now . i miss you so much bubba